Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Personality Test

This was a personality test result taken during our pre-graduation proper in high school 7 years ago:

“Louie’s personality test result reveals that he is an intelligent, self-sufficient and resourceful person. It means that he has a high general mental capacity which will be helpful in his educational plans. It also shows that he is inclined to have more intellectual interests.

“Although at times he disregards rules and obligations, he could be serious and accustomed to making his own decisions. He seems to prefer older friends and mature interests. His personality profile also indicates that he is introspective, concerned and full of care to others.

“-t.v.narvaez
Feb 28, 2000”

Reading this now, I was wondering if she’s referring to the right person. I think about it, at least 80% of it is not me, at least not me anymore. When she (our guidance counselor) was discussing that to me I felt overwhelmed that deep down in my subconscious mind I am this person – and the irony of it is that I needed someone to tell me that, or some psychologist knows me better than myself. Now the question is: Where did my entire personality go in 7 years.

P.S.

And I really wonder what she meant by older friends. She told me that time the term “older” refers to age, but as time goes by I began thinking and feeling that older refers to “not new” friends. But at this point in time, having lost contact to a bunch of them had made me prefer newer, and even younger ones. Talk about confusion.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

DVD Craze

I just finished watching all of my DVD's of US TV series. I've gotta say they're all good! Bad news is that I'm gonna have to wait till May to start collecting the new season for every series again. Aargh!

Alias - Seasons 1-5: check
Desperate Housewives - Seasons 1-2: check; season 3: up to episode 1o only
Supernatural - Season 1: check
House MD - Seasons 1-2: check
Lost - Seasons 1-2: check

Future prospects:

Prison Break
Heroes
Brothers and Sisters


Hmpf! I hate waiting...

Monday, February 12, 2007

Inside a hidden vault

What would you do if you can open a vault that is not yours – would you open it and see what’s inside? Or if you find someone else’s diary – would you read it? Only to find out other people’s shocking secrets inside and now it’s also yours to keep too.

(Digression)
Skeletons in the closet… Lies… Deception…

That’s what most people have now these days, huh? I want to feel that I’m betrayed, but who doesn’t have secrets? I also do. I also lie. Everybody knows what’s right and wrong. Most of the time I do what’s right, or what I feel is right, that eventually turns out to be wrong, but I learn to repent (most of the time, at least).

What is morality anyway…
(End)

Anyway, I opened up a vault and found myself sneaking into a stash newly done secrets – which, of course, I’m not supposed to find out. But this thing’s heavy - quite heavier than my brother’s own deception. Now I know two similar secrets. But I have to deal with only one of them, and the other stays buried aground.