the 2-minute talk

last tuesday, a 2-minute talk with somebody completed my day
last tuesday, a 2-minute talk with somebody chased my blues away
the 2-minute talk that i never expected to happen,
come a-running to me and had my day brighten.

thank you for the 2-minute talk.:p

1st time

Tomorrow is UP KEM Applicants' Talent Show. And as the Memcom VP, this will be my first time to really act! Whew! I hope everything will turn out fine tomorrow. My hopes are high for this sems apps. So i hope they would really do good. God bless them...

For Robert

You are the brother and the friend I never had before. I felt blessed for the past six months that we became close and best buds. Now that you are leaving in a few days, I feel deeply sad that I’m never gonna see you for quite a long time, and the kada will no longer be the same without you. I kinda figured out lately that you are the berk’s fave guy – the one everyone likes to hang out with. But then again, I am also happy for you because I know that this is your dream, that you are destined to travel and go places within your reach.
I would never forget our adventures: the Star City, the Max Brenner, the Rockwell, the overnights, the tennis games (though we never had a chance to play against each other), the bowling sessions, the MRT trips, the movies, the food trips, and everything else that I didn’t mention.
I hope that you’d miss KEM, for KEM will miss you. Your short stay with the org is enough to make your mark that you are a true-blooded KEMER.
I’d be looking forward the day when you’ll be coming back. Thank you for everything!
Goodbye Bestbro!
Hope to see you soon!

Depressions over the past few days

Depression day 1
I am really disappointed. Oh well, life’s like that. We win some, and we also lose some. What’s bad is that what we win is sometimes the ones we lose. Precious things could suddenly be gone forever. I guess nothing’s really permanent in this world. It makes me wanna cry… I think I need to see a psychiatrist soon. Depression is killing me, and it’s already affecting my entire system. I don’t wanna rant but that’s what I could only do for now…

Depression day 2
Here I go again, in the deepest and darkest solitude. Something got me really disappointed today. People just don’t realize one’s effort to save amity… behind all smiles lie the naked truth of sadness.

Depression day 3
What have I done for them to treat me this way? Or am I just being paranoid? But whatever I do, I would always end up with the same conclusion – that you’re round the bend. And I don’t even know why. I hope that tomorrow morning when I wake up, everything’s ok…

Depression day 4
All I am feeling for the mustards now are pure hatred… and nothing’s gonna change that.
And I thought that you would understand us, but you had let us down…
And to you, I don’t know if I would ever want to see you or meet you or greet you in the corridor again…
Your nickname is a big mask. You don’t deserve the jolly moniker, coz you make all of us sick…
I used to like you during the early days when you became the head, but you are the biggest puppet of all…

Depression day 5
Amazing! I planned the gimmick, but in the end I was the one left behind, felt out-of-place, and the one who least enjoyed the trip. I kinda figured this one out before. I wanted to do this as a bonding activity, but look at me, just got depressed. So much to say but I’d save this one out just for me to keeps…

Depression day (infinity)
One of my closest friends is leaving the country very very soon. I don't how we're gonna handle it, but it's definitely not going to be easy...

Depression days summary
This is not a usual melodrama. I think I shouldn’t be acting this way in the first place, coz now it’s kinda over the top, but when emotions set in, the heart rules over the mind. I am emotionally unstable right now, it is affecting my acads, my sleep, my work and everything around me is blue… I hope these stops soon.